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Linda
Howitt
Winner
of our Top 5 Poets of
October 2005 Online
Competition
I’ve
always loved writing and
the way so much atmosphere
can be expressed with just
a few well chosen words.
However, I have to confess
that while I love reading
poetry it is not something
I paid much attention to
writing until fairly
recently, preferring
instead to focus on a
novel that I have been
working on for about four
years. My friends and
family have lovingly (?)
entitled it ‘that
book’. My dream, of
course, is that one day ‘that
book’ will be well
thumbed by avid readers.
My
biggest writing success so
far has been to see one of
my plays staged by local
group ‘No Mean Company’
to a sell-out crowd in
Cumbernauld Theatre. It
was an amazing experience
seeing my words come alive
out there and to see the
audience reaction to it.
More recently I discovered
the Forward Press website
and decided to send along
the lyrics to a song I’d
written while tinkering
with my guitar. Amazingly
this was immediately
accepted for publication
in an anthology (The Many
Hues of Life) giving me
just the kickstart I
needed.
While
I love light-hearted
poetry, much of mine is
quite dark and brooding,
often coming from what I
see as an injustice. My
poetry generally comes
from flashes of
inspiration. Something
moves me on TV, in a book
or the melody of a song
and I run with it.
Sometimes it surprises me
as the words tumble out.
It’s not the first time
I’ve been lying in bed
trying to sleep when I
find I have to write
something down because I
know if I wait until
morning I’ll have
forgotten what I was
thinking.
Home
for me is in
Scotland, with my husband
and two sons. There I
juggle my writing with
three part time jobs and
the perma-clutter
that doubles
as a dust shield for
my desk. I also run
a small business with a
close friend handcrafting
bespoke
greeting cards.
Life is rarely less than
chaotic but I manage to
survive largely without
reading the manuals
(though I do occasionally
stop and ask for
directions).
Diet
I
wonder, as the years roll
by
and add an inch to hip and
thigh,
Why is it that each meal
anew
brings calories that stick
like glue
in great abundance to my
waist
that, greatly multiplied
by taste,
will sit there bating me
with ease
as into bigger clothes I
squeeze,
and taunt me with my rolls
of flab
that wobble as I reach to
grab
the next amazing recipe
to spell the end of tubby
me
that ultimately ends in
tears,
my girth expanding year by
year.
And so it seems it is my
fate
that poundage just won’t
dissipate
the way it did when I was
young
with stomach firm, not
overhung,
and body parts discerned
with ease
as boobs, waist, ankles,
wrists and knees.
Oh what I wouldn’t give
right now
to look less like a
calving cow.
My ideal weight is still
no nearer,
meanwhile the gym calls
ever clearer.
Yet I still resist all
exercise
and munch my way through
cakes and pies.
And as I wish with all my
might
that my clothes weren’t
quite so tight,
I know with diets so
abundant
Chocolate must become
redundant.
Greedy
Little Ugly Bug
My oh
my, look what I’ve found
An ugly bug here on the
ground
I nearly squashed him as I
trod
I hadn’t seen him on the
road
And so I gently picked him
up
And put him in a buttercup
Then carried him back home
to mum
Who gave him leaves to
fill his tum
She gave a special box to
me
With little holes so I
could see
Inside where my new friend
would live
And every day new leaves I’d
give
And every day he grew and
grew
He ate so much I thought
he’d spew
But no he never did, I
found
Greedy bug found on the
ground
So on and on and on he
grew
Until one day, ooh
something new
My greedy ugly bug was
gone
Just one big round brown
thing alone
What is it mum? I asked
wide eyed
She smiled at me and then
replied
Just be patient, wait and
see
But every day, no bug for
me
Then at last one day a
change
Something new, it’s very
strange
Oh greedy bug where have
you gone
A pretty butterfly you’ve
become
I’d
Love…
I’d
love to walk a million
miles
To pick a purple daisy
But frankly it will never
be
In truth I’m just too
lazy
A
Pinpoint of
Light
A
pinpoint of light
Tight
In a window
Waving
Waiting for a soul
Lost
In a sea of broken lives
Flickering
As hope wanes
Smoke
Curling as it dies
Then
Nothing
But the burnt out smell
Reminding
Of a life half lived
Then lost
What price
Paid
Unasked
Leaving tears
And pinpoints of light
Tight
To flicker
Tease
And die
Dedicated
to the wives of the Kursk.
Under
Orders
The
honey thickness of the air
Cloys as its sweetness
Envelopes and chokes.
The sweet stench of death
Running red in the mud,
Sticking its inky fingers
Into every rivulet,
Mingling until the lives
of many
Run out as one, long, red
thread.
While the ideas man,
Too important to risk
On a dangerous front,
Sits ivoried and safe,
Surgically removed and
clinically detached,
His soul dead and gone
long
Before the lives of those
Who fight for his wisdom.
Truth, lost in the chaos
of
Neighbour against
neighbour.
And as pockets line
And histories are made
The wise man swaggers,
celebrates.
Patted and congratulated,
He builds his future
successes
On foundations
strengthened
With the congealing blood
of the many
Who, under orders,
Fought the wise mans war.
Well done!
Who won?
Days
End
The
tide is
out and a boat drifts by
on a minimal breeze,
heading
for home where distant
sounds
are muted and wash ashore
gently
with the lap of the surf.
The warm
light reddens as the sun
dips her lazy
fingers in a calm sea.
Meanwhile she
gilds the high tops of the
mountains
sending the forests into a
shadow of deepest green;
Reflecting gold on the
outcrops of whinstone that
break from a blanket
of heather and rough
grass;
Spinning candy floss
clouds in a pale lapis sky
and then sinking to
reveal a giant golden
moon as she
sails ever
so gently
over
the far
horizon
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