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Kevin
Raymond
Winner
of our Top 5 Poets of
November 2005 Online
Competition
Hi
Folks.
've been writing
poetry for about
five or six years
now, Its been
really exciting to
see some of my
stuff published by
the Forward Press
on their site and
in some of the
many compilations
that they put out.
Poetry is a hobby
that I use to
relieve work
stress and I find
it works as
great therapy for
me after a long
hard day at the
small printing
works I
own in partnership
with my wife in
the East End of
London. I
try wherever I can
to use my writing
to describe events
and places that
I've been to and
seen, to the best
of my ability.
I've written,
printed and put
together, a
non-profit book of
poetry, that we
sold in return for
donations for a
homeless charity
in London's Camden
Town called The
Aisling Return to
Ireland Project.
We sold a 600
books with
donations coming
from all over the
world. It
was so successful
and with so many
requests for more
that a second book
is about to be
launched, bigger
and better than
the last!!
The majority of my
work has a strong
Irish feel and
flavor to it as
I'm of Irish
descent and have
vivid
re-collections of
growing up here in
London, Cork and
Limerick which is
where my parents
are from.
I've had my work
produced in
newspapers,
fanzines,
websites, poetry
compilations,
which has been
really cool
because a lot of
my work started
out as essays
which I wasn't
very happy about,
so I then decided
to try them as
poems, to see how
they worked that
way. After showing
them to a few
people and getting
very positive
feedback - I was
off and running.
I like the idea
that through
poetry and verse
you can have a
voice and an
opinion that makes
people sit up and
take notice of
what you've got to
say, whether they
like it or not is
another story!
My poetic
influences are
very varied and
include some
people who I found
so different from
the main stream,
that they appealed
to me such as
Linton Kwesi
Johnson, Adrian
Mitchell, Gil
Scott-Heron, W.H
Auden, Edna St
Vincent Millay,
Ogden Nash, Sir
John Betjamin,
Stephen Spender
and Louis MacNeice.
I'm a Londoner by
birth, married
with two grown up
children, my wife
and the kids have
been great
supporters of my
stuff right from
the start and have
been very helpful
in sorting out my
grammar and
computer skills
which were very
rusty, to say the
least!
I hope you enjoy
reading my work as
much as I have
writing it!
Peace.
Kevin
Fame
In
another time, a voice like
mine, would disappear
without a trace
I'm what you'd call a
nobody, a useless waste of
space
Every man shall have his
day, his fiftheen minutes
of fame
I'm stood in line, so
where is mine, I want it
now, I'm game
I want it now, so much and
how, it hurts with such
regret
Where is it, this thing
called fame, that one and
all covets
Is it in a darkened place,
or maybe its a lie
Why is no-one saying, can
anyone tell me why?
This thing that I desire,
the be all that is fame
Can you sell your soul for
it, or ask for it by name?
Why is it so desirable,
that you would give your
all
For fifteen minutes of
such a thing, to me, seems
pretty cool
Is it like the drug of
love, addictive at first
sight
That you desire, with a
fire, of passion burning
bright
Will it leave you bent and
spent, rotten to the core
This game called fame
seems moorish, you'll just
want more and more
Will I get in glossy
magazines with cute names
like Hello
Will I snort cocaine with
d list names who nobody
seems to know
Will life become much
easier than it was before?
It wont? Then as a nobody,
I fancy I'll endure!
When
He Says Goodbye and Sadly
Lies
Her
man was looking awful
Depleted, tired, ill
She sat there looking
thoughtful.
As he signaled for the
bill
Their first evening out in
ages
Was empty and morose
The lark and spark was
missing
Where they once had been
so close
' I'll get the car, we'll
find a bar,
Where we can have a chat'?
He said it, so matter of
factly
She thought that she would
snap!
'Something here is very
wrong'
She uttered to herself.
A wave of mixed emotion
Crept over her in stealth
The car was parked without
remark
From either one of them
Her gut feeling said 'Its
over,
No more let's try again'
He ummed and ahhed inside
the bar
But would not tell her
straight
Where there'd once been
admiration
There was now, all
consuming hate
They took a booth like
smitten youths
But. it was all a sham.
He'd let her down quite
gently.
Then, get in his car and
scram
He spoke about his love
for her
How it would never die
He turned his face in such
a way
She knew it was a lie
She wouldn't cry in front
of him.
Nor, in a public place
She'd let him leave, go
home and grieve
Inside her private space
He kissed her so
platonically.
Like an old friend he'd
just met
When you're 'The Other
Woman'
When he wants you gone
She knew.... that's all
your gonna get!
He paid the tab
Called her a cab
Smiled and was gone
This cheap charade
This game she played
Had lasted far too long
She nursed her drink
Had time to think
About where to go from
here
She loved this no
attachment thing
Just tell them what they
want to hear
Hardened by such episodes
She waited for her ride
Her oh so warm exterior
Concealed, a cold inside
He'd be home now with his
wife and kids
Settled down indoors
This little thing, this
lust filled fling
Was tiresome, she was
bored
' Their parting was her
saving grace'
She uttered once again
When you're ' The Other
Woman '
The rules don't ever
change!
The
Funeral
As the
singing of hymns, brings
tears to your eyes
Now's not the place, to be
cocky and wise
All of the family are here
to say prayers
Do you know that cute
blonde one, in the choir
upstairs?
As dark looks and dresses
meet black suits and ties
Pre-Raphaelite tresses
hide eyes that have cried
Young boys wear shirts
that are baggy and creased
As sickly cologne, dries
on hair, that is greased
As lapsed catholics,
mumble through prayers
they've forgot
They discreetly run
check's on who's here and
who's not
Then tug on their ties to
make sure that they're
straight
Then they genuflect and
acknowledge, people they
hate
The coffin is bought in,
everyone stands
The sign of the cross made
by hard calloused hands
Past lovers cry as the box
passes by
The incense floats up as
the priest breathes a sigh
The noise from the seats
as the mourners kneel down
Echo's through out as the
coffins set down
Brown varnished floors
reflect all the light
As the ushers depart for a
quiet smoke outside
There's crocodile tears
from those in the know
Wheezes and sneezes into
hankies they blow
Yer man was a pig, if the
truth's to be known
He beat up the quare one,
sat there on her own
As you look at the candles
that flicker and sway
Is anyone bothered what's
the priest's got to say?
He never knew him anyway,
at least, that's what's
said
Such fine lines of solace,
they make up for the dead
As stories are told, of
what a great man he was
You smile to yourself as
you force out a cough
They asked you read, but
you had to decline
You will not lie, then
take water and wine
As the kids of yer man,
make up nice things to say
Strangers are fooled to
think he was okay
Six kids he had, its been
said it was more
But no one can prove it,
so nobody's sure
The plate is passed round,
everyone chats
The things they are
saying? Jaysus its cat!
As long lost relations
twiddle their thumbs
The now happy widow, makes
out she's glum
As queue's form politely
for water and wine
Those still hung-over
politely decline
The mourners shake hands
as the mass nears its end
As you greet those, you
can't stand, you have to
pretend
As fine holy water is
sprinkled and sprayed
Over a expensive casket,
you wonder who's paid?
The undertaker was
knocked, when yer mans
mother died
I hope he's not taken
again, for a ride!
The ushers come back in,
to lift up the box
As the whole congregation
bless themselves and watch
The widow seems grand as
the mourners all stand
Life now looks good, as
she's rid of yer man
' I'm sorry for your
trouble, missus', you say
She gives you a smile that
says, its okay
She knows, that you know,
that her man was a pig
Is she bothered? Not
likely, she knows she's
well rid!
Will go you go to the
house, there's a bit of a
wake?
Maybe a hooley, Guinness
and cake
A drop of potion to warm
up yer bones
The widow is glowing, her
life's now her own!
I
Doubt You Remember It
The
night was as warm as it
could be
10cc played a number one
hit
I had thoughts of us, that
maybe we could...?
I doubt you remember it
The sea kept on rolling
throughout the night
The noise that it made was
sweet
Such a evening of two
hearts beating
I doubt you remember it
Along the strand, hand in
hand
The moon was all that was
lit
Drunks staggered past us,
as we just laughed
I doubt you remember it
We sang on the sand to a
distant band
You told me 'your singings
a gift'
I told you, you were
gorgeous
I doubt you remember it
We swam in the sea. just
you and me
Naked as the day we were
born
Then gave in on the sand
to love's pure demands
I doubt you remember it
As we stared at the stars
and hummed a few bars
Our bodies a perfect fit
It's how I'll always think
of you
I doubt you remember it
As morning approached, we
donned wrinkled clothes
Our damp skin made wet by
the dew
We stood, laughed and
kissed amidst the sea mist
I doubt you remember it
Two weeks in the sun, so
free and so young
We spent all our time
together, every minute
We'd only eyes for each
other
I doubt you remember it
You said that you'd write,
then write me you did
Like our country, your
words were cold
Yet in a warmer climate,
your words of love were
bold
We parted as friends,
young broken hearts mend
I look back on that time
as a gift
As I never got to know
your parting thoughts
I doubt you remember it
Those days are long gone,
but when I hear that song
In my mind, in and out
they do flit
I wonder if she ever
thinks of me and that
time?
I doubt she remembers it!
I
Could!
I
could tell that I loved
you
I could tell you, your the
one
I would tell you both of
the above two lines
But, the cat has got me
tongue!
Early
Morning New York
City 2001
A
misty New York morning,
its much too soon to rise
No matter how much I twist
and turn, sleep won't
close my eyes
The travel clock says six
fifteen, I may as well get
up
No sense in kidding
myself, that sleep will
come
It doesn't, fair enough.
A shower, a shave, I'm
quickly dressed
Breakfast's what I need
I take the lift to the
hotel lobby,
Everything's shut, a
twenty four hour city?
Indeed.
I venture out to the
sidewalk, the mist is
still on the air
People go about their
business, as a city sleeps
on, unaware
A coffee shop is open, a
neon tells me so
A styrene cup of hot
piping stuff, warms my
dampened bones.
Its too early to go back
to a hotel room
So I stand on the corner
of the street
This city fascinates me,
with its grid system
unique
It reminds me of the
London of me youth
Its character and smells,
all that seems to be
missing
Is Westminster Cathedral's
bells
The sound of the traffic
is accompanied, by police
sirens far away
All day long this music
goes on, like an
orchestra, it plays
New Yorkers say ' Good
Morning' to me, as they
make their way to work
I'm fascinated by the
whole lot of them, I'm
stood staring like a jerk.
Yellow cabs, limousines,
buses and motor bikes
Take people all over the
city
To their destinations, by
first light
I feel, like I'm on a tv
set
As I take all of this in
Cop shows start flashing
through my mind
As I stupidly stand there
and grin
I walk on up to Broadway
Majestically vibrant and
bright
As household names and
computer games
In darting neon's, take
flight
The tourist shops, drunken
sops
Are sleeping as I walk
At every set of traffic
lights
I listen avidly, whilst
local folks talk
I return to the hotel
lobby
As daylight is coming is
to call
There stood at the lift,
is yer man and his quiff
Shane MacGowan says 'Good
Morning' to all
He's here to play a gig
for St Patrick's Day
That's happening the very
next day
He goes up upstairs, then
comes down
Has a quick look around
Then its into the limo and
away!
The
Football
Its
a high, its a low,
its an ebb and a
flow
Its a wonderful
forty yard pass
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
This result bites
yer right in the
....
Its a Ronaldhinio
free kick, its a
deft Zola flick
Its a save by the
worshipped Lev
Yashin
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
Like a house of
cards, yer dreams
will come crashing
Its a Belanov
volley, its a
movement by Totti
Its Swan Lake to
those stood in awe
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
It punches you
right in the jaw
Its a Marco Van
Basten goal, its a
Ruudi Krol stroll
Its a Johan Cryuff
magical turn
Just when you
think you've got
it worked it out
This football yer
fingers will burn
Its Michel
Platini's grace,
its Zbiggy
Boniek's pace
Its Paolo Rossi
the Azzuri ace
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
It leaves you
stood there in a
daze
Its Franz
Beckenbaur, its
Marius Tresor
Its Patrick
Battiston's broken
neck
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
A last minute goal
hits the net
Its Hagi, its
Stoichkov, its
Georgi Asparukov
Its Rivelino's
stunning free
kicks
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
The Brazilians
bring out all
their tricks
Its Torres, its
Eusebio, Its
Emilio Butregano
Its Maradona who
opened the door
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
You watch it and
then you want more
Its Gian-Carlo
Antognoni. its
Giuseppe Bergomi
Its the cool and
the calm Bobby
Moore
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
You cheer and you
shout and you roar
Its Gaetano Scirea,
its Daniel
Passarella
Its Pele the King
of them all
Just when you
think you've got
it worked out
You know why you
love "The
Football"
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