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Bryan
Harrison
I
have been
writing poems
now for two
years, mainly
for fun and to
get a few
strange and
sometimes
abstract
thoughts on to
paper. I
will write about
anything as long
as it relates to
myself, my life,
my friends etc.
The word self-centred
may be floating
around your head
and you may be
right - but it's
what I feel
comfortable
writing.
If
you want facts
and not
description, I
am 28 years old
and have now
been married to
the greatest
woman in the
world for 6
months. As
well as this I
find a bit of
time to be a
deputy head of a
primary school.
If you want to
know anything
else, well...you
can't.
Here are a few
of my poems.
Suicide
Mind
As
the pavement
draws near, I
ponder my dear,
if the decision
I’ve made is
the right one.
Or should I have
tried, maybe
broke down and
cried, for some
sympathetic act
you might have
done.
I see to the
right, flying my
suicide flight,
a family out
enjoying the
sunshine.
Could that have
been us, holding
hands on the
bus, reminiscing
on tales and fun
times.
I gaze to the
left, on my
descending
quest, at some
girls playing
tig in the
playground.
Would our
children have
been, full of
laughter and
dreams, if I’d
stayed on the
building safe
and sound.
But none of that
is important,
these are
meaningless
thoughts…and
my decision to
jump has been
made.
Will you have
been worried,
when my body was
buried, what
image of you
this portrayed.
Or will you
cried mock
tears, then
confirmed my
worst fears and
gone back to her
house to get
laid.
Top

The
Individual
Altruist
Occasions
captured,
applause fills
the ears
Handshakes
galore, press
flashlights
cheer.
Ceremonial
visits, pats on
the back,
Who
earned all of
this – leader
or pack?
Cabinets
brimming, gold
statuettes,
Letters
and headings,
initiatives met.
Job
satisfaction or
hollow with
pride?
Meetings
attended, the
less are
decried.
Soldiers
left bruised,
medals of tin,
Meetings,
appraisals…words
paper thin.
Times
marches on,
cynicism grows,
Iconic
figures, melt
like the snow.
Awareness
develops, the
old myth is
true,
It’s
not about me,
it’s all about
you.
Top

Sewer
Chorus
Sad
songs all sung,
their words
flushed away.
The
sewers a chorus
of mourners
today.
Sorrowful
staves pack
their crotchets
in sacks, slide
down treble
tracks making
melancholic
tracks.
Verses
declaring that
lovers have
strayed, find
new homes with
Dylan,
Cohen…McRae.
Violins
and pianos stand
alone in the
dust, staring
wildly at
guitars
strumming
playlets of
lust.
Write
me a new song,
take down
swinging ropes,
play me rising
crescendos and
acoustical hope.
Play
me beautiful
ditties, pluck
me wild
celebration,
drum me raucous
new rhythms,
sing me high
jubilation
Top

How
quickly time
can rob the
memory, taking
away those
things we
love.
A smile
imprints the
mind but
briefly,
laughter
rings, before
fading in the
ears.
All remaining
focus on
sadness, words
attempt to
rekindle times
gone by.
Hands clutch
around
favourite
memories, eyes
close to
recreate
loving
portraits.
Regrets take
to the stage
like seasoned
actors,
standing and
bowing before
the mind.
Tears decorate
the gathered
masses,
landing on
hymns
describing
loss.
Only the few
still hear
that laughter,
or can vision
the smile that
once provided
hope.
Cling to these
actors in the
mind, allow
them the
second curtain
call.
Top

I
Wonder…
I
wonder how Geoff
Hurst felt when
he scored that
winning goal,
Or
what Pandora
truly felt for
the teenage
Adrian Mole.
I
wonder if Adolf
Hitler regrets
attempting a
Second World
War,
Or
if Macauley
Culkin considers
making Home
Alone Four.
I
wonder if Albert
Einstein
understands his
own equations,
Or
If Oscar Wilde
was shocked by
his own immoral
persuasions.
I
wonder who it
was who first
crossed the
Berlin Wall,
Or
how it felt to
stand and watch
the World Trade
Centre fall.
I
wonder where
that big lad
went who lived
just down the
road,
Or
how much truth
there really is
in Morgan’s Da
Vinci Code.
I
wonder if I’ll
ever see a man
who builds a
house on Mars,
Or
glide around on
hover boards, or
fly electric
cars.
I
wonder if the
egg actually
came before the
chicken,
Or
if I’ll ever
see the day when
Ian Beale gets a
kickin.
I
wonder if I’ll
ever stop
wondering about
things,
Or
if I’ll just
keep wondering
about life and
all it brings.
Top

From
the Train Window
A
rollercoaster of
landscapes paint
the glass
canvas, green
hills govern the
eye before
progressing to
flat, woodland
constituencies
of autumnal
brown.
Occasional
shopping centres
appear on the
horizon,
delivering
fitting
contrasts to the
natural world in
which they
selfishly
thrive.
A
solitary tree
stands proud and
erect, admiring
views and
reflecting on
the changes he
seen from his
sapling youth.
Rivers
roll towards
idyllic pubs,
where the
ignorance of
youth transform
country roads to
speedway
fatality.
Smoke
emitting
factories stand
arrogantly
defiant,
remainders of
times gone;
offering signs
of possibilities
still to come.
Other
trains rush
noisily past,
seats filled
with lost faces,
listening to
songs and
reading news
concerning
global
indulgence.
Belts
of scenic green
meet electrical
statues,
watching the
lives of other
pass by like
Gods from
ancient times.
Forest
hide hidden
secrets, of
forbidden
meetings and
tales retold;
where midnight
sounds bring
urban myths to
life.
The
artistry of
youth delivers
colourful
montages,
messages
proclaim the
delicate love of
when boy meets
girls; and girl
meets best mate.
All
are seen from
the trains
window, dancing
past in a blur
of colour and
emotion; each
picture telling
its own story.
Top

Dreams
If
I was a singer,
I’d pen songs
of romance where
young couples
dance, ending in
heartache and
pain.
If
I was an artist,
I’d paint
pictures of
green in a
landscape
serene, spoiled
by pollution and
rain.
If
I was a poet,
I’d write
verses and
rhymes of
celebratory
times, and
children left
angered by
blame.
If
I was an actor,
I’d perform
scenes of
suspense and
speak lines so
intense, based
on real-life
accounts of
hate.
If
I was an author,
I’d write
action-packed
tales full of
dolphins and
whales, and
young soldiers
slaughtered in
vain.
If
I was a child,
I’d make
armies and dens,
smoke fags
with
a pen, bullied
and beaten for
fame.
Top

Colourful
Thoughts
I
think in
different
colours,
multitudes of
blues and
greens, I
sometimes paint
thoughts
colourfully,
other times I
form grey
scenes.
This
morning I felt
blazing red,
anger fevered
inside my head,
however this
colour fades
away, spiteful
words and
thoughts left
dead.
Occasionally
I feel shining
white, like
I’ve committed
no wrong, but
deep inside I
see dark scars,
conscience sings
it’s midnight
song.
Yesterday
I swam in an
ocean blue, my
sinews drowned
in loss,
melancholy
seemed a deep
ravine, no
vessel with
which to cross.
Frequently
I feel faded
grey, like I
have no place in
life,
company’s
smiles and group
time laughs,
cuts deep with
blunted knife.
But
sometimes I feel
dazzling yellow,
spreading light
in shadowed
places, my
presence and
simple
existence…put
smiles on
angels’ faces.
Top

Village
Idiots
An
anthology…
telling
tales of
Darwinesque
proportion,
the
origin of the
species,
survival
of the hardest.
Waging
on currency of
intimidation,
the
small are
devoured,
only
recognised
through
bus-shelter art,
bellowing
their weakness.
Midnight
moments and
morning
memories,
bring
the mighty to
the fore,
laughter
resonates
through the
foolish,
recollections
injure proud
victims.
Local
dens mask the
misguided youth,
strength
through
substance,
safety
through numbers,
security
through fear.
The
few escapees fly
the night like a
bird,
resting
damaged wings,
building
nests in higher
places.
Top

The
Shadow
My
teddies eyes
stare back at
me, full of
shame and
sympathy, as the
shadow creeps
cautiously into
my room.
I
hear my mum make
turns and
twists, far away
in ignorant
bliss, as the
shadow sits
silently on my
bed.
My
sister lies
there feigning
sleep, shallow
breaths –
thumping
heartbeat, when
the shadow
whispers words
in my ear.
And
I just lie like
daddies angel,
secret-keeper in
a forbidden
manger, while
the shadow plays
his special
game.
Top

The
Mirror
When
he looks in the
mirror he sees
lost playtimes,
a
boy who is out
of the line, who
faces the wall.
When
she looks in the
mirror she sees
a gold sticker,
a
girl with her
hand in the air,
a star of the
week.
When
he looks in the
mirror he hears
an argument,
a
boy who talks
out of turn,
distanced from
his friends.
When
she looks in the
mirror she hears
a round of
applause,
a
girl who knows
the answer, a
sharing team
player.
When
he looks in the
mirror he feels
frustration,
a
boy who was
never asked, who
was always a
second too late.
When
she looks in the
mirror she feels
accomplished,
a
girl who
sharpens the
pencils, who
meets and greets
the mayor.
When
he looks in the
mirror he sees
nothing,
a
boy in the
corner of the
playground, who
gains the
attention of the
invisible
others.
When
she looks in the
mirror she sees
success,
a
girl with a red
rosette, who
find attention
on a display
board
autographed with
her name.
Top

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